but there's nothing here to find
I look at what's right before me
but there's always something lurking behind
Why can't it be so easy?
And why can't you just give in?
And why do I have to be the loser?
I really don't want you to win
You are everything and nothing to me
Is this truly the way I want it to be?
I love too fast and I love too hard
And give too easy of my faith and my heart
But I know you don't care about all that
Feelings and longing just ain't where it's at
So I keep all this crap bottled up inside
and always from you the truth I must hide
Believe me, nothing can describe this pain that I feel
knowing what I need will never be real
But I look in the mirror and laugh to myself
The last thing I want is to not be by myself :)
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© zayde January 23, 1999 |
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