Cocaine

I could have loved you
once
a long time ago

I did love you in fact

But that page has turned
in this book which is my life
And a new chapter has begun
and you don't have a role in it anymore

It's no one's fault
but your own
and the choices you made
which I have no respect for
and can't tolerate...
won't tolerate

And that you can't live without
or think you can't

Grow up
and stop hiding from reality
you think you want me
well you don't kow anything but what the goddamn drugs tell you

I hope you wake up from this nightmare
that has trapped you
before you're
Dead

Like the life we shared

© zayde
July 5, 1999